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i just realized how happy i was, how much i needed you, how lucky i am, that you would be able to come with me tonight.
but then, all of sudden..
you can't.
my life is made up of: beautiful letdowns, fatal faux pas, love letters, skills of secrecy, dirty looks, fine lines, big margins, shallow friends, thought processes, wishes on fallen stars, doomed promises, forgotten hope, pitiful acts of sympathy, confusion, unwanted grace, cold shoulders, broken hearts, unfailing trust, a scene that is so fickle it isn't even consistent enough to actually exist, and most of all, time, which of course is of no importance to me, but i worry so when it runs out, slips through my hands, and plays the awfulest of tricks on me.
but then, all of sudden..
you can't.
my life is made up of: beautiful letdowns, fatal faux pas, love letters, skills of secrecy, dirty looks, fine lines, big margins, shallow friends, thought processes, wishes on fallen stars, doomed promises, forgotten hope, pitiful acts of sympathy, confusion, unwanted grace, cold shoulders, broken hearts, unfailing trust, a scene that is so fickle it isn't even consistent enough to actually exist, and most of all, time, which of course is of no importance to me, but i worry so when it runs out, slips through my hands, and plays the awfulest of tricks on me.