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i learned a lot this week. i realized whos really there for me and who isnt. im able to seperate those who really care from those who pick quantity over quality. i felt as if i had drama and controvery dripping out of every pore of my body last week, and im now starting to get myself together. ive changed a lot, but i cant put a finger on when exactly its happened. maybe it was a gradual thing.
i am less naive. im beginning to realize that nothing in life is guaranteed, although im not quite convinced yet. you need to prepare for the worst but hope for the best.
i know who my best friends are, and i can probably count them on one hand. but im okay with that. they arent the only people i care about, not at all, but theyre they ones i know i can count on when i need to. i love you all, you know who you are.
and i love you too. no matter what, youll always have that special place in my heart. ill try everything in my power to keep us happy; not because i cant live without you, but because this is too special give up on now. it would be a horrible mistake if we did. and thats one thing i can guarantee.
we need to stop over thinking things. and i need to stop internalizing things, although i dont know how possible that is.
because everything turns out okay in the end.
i am less naive. im beginning to realize that nothing in life is guaranteed, although im not quite convinced yet. you need to prepare for the worst but hope for the best.
i know who my best friends are, and i can probably count them on one hand. but im okay with that. they arent the only people i care about, not at all, but theyre they ones i know i can count on when i need to. i love you all, you know who you are.
and i love you too. no matter what, youll always have that special place in my heart. ill try everything in my power to keep us happy; not because i cant live without you, but because this is too special give up on now. it would be a horrible mistake if we did. and thats one thing i can guarantee.
we need to stop over thinking things. and i need to stop internalizing things, although i dont know how possible that is.
because everything turns out okay in the end.