Sorry it's been so long
I haven't made any posts here for a while though i know i wanted to...
Anyway this weeks dilemma, friday night i was gonna go out clubbing as i usually do on a friday night, but i received a phone call inviting me to a party where a guy that i really like was asking for me.. so i got there and he was really all over me, quite drunk but saying loads of stuff that made me happy etc.... he asked me out, i said yes. saturday morning he almost completely ignored me which i put down to his band practice (his band meaning a lot to him) anyways i tried to get in contact with him that night and was sent a message reading "look dude just leave it...you got me last night" so naturally i felt used, depressed, paranoid and hurt.. i don't know whether we're going out, i don't know whether it was just me being overly drunk and over reacting, i just don't know my place with him.. i'm giving him a cool off period of 2 days hopefully i'll know by the end but with all the shitty relationships i've had in the past (i.e all of them) i'd just love for once in my life a long term one where i didn't have to worry about what's going on.
here endeth the rant.
Anyway this weeks dilemma, friday night i was gonna go out clubbing as i usually do on a friday night, but i received a phone call inviting me to a party where a guy that i really like was asking for me.. so i got there and he was really all over me, quite drunk but saying loads of stuff that made me happy etc.... he asked me out, i said yes. saturday morning he almost completely ignored me which i put down to his band practice (his band meaning a lot to him) anyways i tried to get in contact with him that night and was sent a message reading "look dude just leave it...you got me last night" so naturally i felt used, depressed, paranoid and hurt.. i don't know whether we're going out, i don't know whether it was just me being overly drunk and over reacting, i just don't know my place with him.. i'm giving him a cool off period of 2 days hopefully i'll know by the end but with all the shitty relationships i've had in the past (i.e all of them) i'd just love for once in my life a long term one where i didn't have to worry about what's going on.
here endeth the rant.