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my little sister, elle, yah she wants to be a cheerleader..its kinda sad since my whole family (my great gma, gma, mom, sister, and cousin) were all cheerleaders...i thought i ended the vicious cycle...i hate this family...seriously..there isnt one person in my family that i can actually relate to..they all disagree with everything i do..wear..think..arg..it gets on my freak'n nervs!! i got my ears gadged "thats just not lady like sarai"
..i listen to all kinds of rock right? "sarai what kind of garbage is this?" well mother dearest its REAL music!! someone actually has to be able to have talent to play this..there are so many parts to rock..so much meaning to the lyrics..yes some might be about..pencil fights? but most tell about life..and not the fake everyone-is-wonderful kinda of life...the truth about it..it tells life with all the emotion...with hate..fear..love..wonder..everything you could ever think of...now think about any other kind of music..what do they talk about "hoes" and "bitches" not really my cup of tea...and they complain about that??
my sister..well she's another story..yes i love her to death..and well..she was a HORRIBLE teenager..and now my mother thinks im going to be like her...well im NOT addicted to drugs..and im not pregant! yay!!
sometimes my life seems so complicated..and then it seems so perfect...but im glad my life is complicated like it is...even if i do sometimes hate my "blood hungry canabalistic unfit family" i still love them...
just when im getting "low" i just think....2 more years..and ill be out : )