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I like somebody the first somebody in a long time
does anyone care? yes
but do I want to tell them who? no
do I need to talk about it? maybe
do I want to? no
why? because . . . I still feel like they only want to know who it is
I feel like I'm being a dramaqueen or something but i'm not
and I guess its just because I don't know what's going on
everyone always laughs, it's serious to me but funny to them because it's abnormal
you know my hole it is how it is well it is how it is and right now I feel like changing it but
I can't
I'v been procrastinating loosing sleep and concentration over them
I guess in a little part in the back of my head the part that my parents and socioty contrlos
it still feels wrong
when I know its not.
does anyone care? yes
but do I want to tell them who? no
do I need to talk about it? maybe
do I want to? no
why? because . . . I still feel like they only want to know who it is
I feel like I'm being a dramaqueen or something but i'm not
and I guess its just because I don't know what's going on
everyone always laughs, it's serious to me but funny to them because it's abnormal
you know my hole it is how it is well it is how it is and right now I feel like changing it but
I can't
I'v been procrastinating loosing sleep and concentration over them
I guess in a little part in the back of my head the part that my parents and socioty contrlos
it still feels wrong
when I know its not.