I'M POUTING!
*EXHAUSTED FROM CRYING, OPENS THE DOOR TO HIS STUDIO APARTMENT AND SLAMS THE DOOR SHUT SO HARD THAT A FEW PICTURES FALL OFF HIS BEAUTIFULLY ORGANIZED HOUSE'S WALLS*
STUPID STUPID STUPID!! HOW COULD I BE SUCH AN IDIOT?! *PICKS UP A PILLOW FROM HIS SOFA AND THROWS IT AT HIS DOOR* I AM SUCH AN IDIOT! *FALLS FACE-FORWARD INTO HIS SOFA* BEING THE IMAGE OF PERFECTION DOESN'T WORK... BEING THE LOUDMOUTHED COWARD THAT LIKES WRITING GAY PORN THAT I AM DOESN'T WORK... IF I CAN'T BE ME, AND I CAN'T BE SOMEONE ELSE... WHAT'S LEFT?! *SHOUTS EVERY CURSE WORD HE KNOWS INTO HIS PILLOW UNTIL HE'S TOO TIRED TO EVEN STAY AWAKE*
...WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO... TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE ME? *STARTS TO DOZE OFF*
STUPID STUPID STUPID!! HOW COULD I BE SUCH AN IDIOT?! *PICKS UP A PILLOW FROM HIS SOFA AND THROWS IT AT HIS DOOR* I AM SUCH AN IDIOT! *FALLS FACE-FORWARD INTO HIS SOFA* BEING THE IMAGE OF PERFECTION DOESN'T WORK... BEING THE LOUDMOUTHED COWARD THAT LIKES WRITING GAY PORN THAT I AM DOESN'T WORK... IF I CAN'T BE ME, AND I CAN'T BE SOMEONE ELSE... WHAT'S LEFT?! *SHOUTS EVERY CURSE WORD HE KNOWS INTO HIS PILLOW UNTIL HE'S TOO TIRED TO EVEN STAY AWAKE*
...WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO... TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE ME? *STARTS TO DOZE OFF*