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Exams = Shit
Had english today, synoptic paper, it had the ability to be amazing, but nah. I hada big freak out during the essay and started thinkin "omg ive not got this in and i forgot about this and theres like 4 quotes i need more I can't believe I've forgotten all this" and then the rest of the exam is just a blank really apart from the fact that I think I started talkin crap...so yea...gonna fail...gona do horrible...gona not get into university and a bunch of other crap.
Then was supposed to be goin house huntin..but that fell through for various reasons and I had to walk home from methody. At least it wasn't rainin tho...was just a bit annoyin. Cuz see on Friday I went to get money out of the bank, and this big message came up sayin "atm failure, transaction cancelled" even tho i had like....£80 or somethin in the bank...and it didn't give my card back. So I thought "right its okay" and today got the bus to the lisburn road, thinkin "right well ive got my passport n stuff so i can walk to town, go to the branch and get all my money, and order a new card while im at it"...not so lucky...cuz I realised I'd forgotten my bank details...so I had to walk.
Been goin round to Robyns quite a bit recently which has been nice=). I loves her. And Emma. And Lana. And Lassie. And Dominic. And Phil....and I'm not gona start namin names but those are people I've seen/spoke to the past few days. But yea. Friends are Love.
Emmm currently enjoying being single...I've realised that relationships really aren't for me. I don't wana settle down for a good few years yet, and what's the point in having a relationship with someone when I know in my heart it's not gona go anywhere...like i duno, suppose it'd be nice n stuff having the closeness with someone...but who's to say I can't have the kind of closeness a relationship gives with a close friend? I just don't wanna commit myself to one person(as slutty as that sounds its not ment like that) when like...I don't even know what I want with my life..it's too much like pressure as well, to constantly have to be making time for this other person, as opposed to doing my own thing whenever I please...I mean like it's nice n stuff when your all in love and happy and stuff, and a part of me DOES miss that, but theres also this massive part of me that's like...excited or somethin I duno. Anyway enough of that shit.
So aye, basically it's all goin alright at the minute...happy etc. Goin to scumbag on Friday methinks...excited =D!
Anyways, away to get an early night, wana do LOADS of work tomorrow!! Hope yer all well <3
Had english today, synoptic paper, it had the ability to be amazing, but nah. I hada big freak out during the essay and started thinkin "omg ive not got this in and i forgot about this and theres like 4 quotes i need more I can't believe I've forgotten all this" and then the rest of the exam is just a blank really apart from the fact that I think I started talkin crap...so yea...gonna fail...gona do horrible...gona not get into university and a bunch of other crap.
Then was supposed to be goin house huntin..but that fell through for various reasons and I had to walk home from methody. At least it wasn't rainin tho...was just a bit annoyin. Cuz see on Friday I went to get money out of the bank, and this big message came up sayin "atm failure, transaction cancelled" even tho i had like....£80 or somethin in the bank...and it didn't give my card back. So I thought "right its okay" and today got the bus to the lisburn road, thinkin "right well ive got my passport n stuff so i can walk to town, go to the branch and get all my money, and order a new card while im at it"...not so lucky...cuz I realised I'd forgotten my bank details...so I had to walk.
Been goin round to Robyns quite a bit recently which has been nice=). I loves her. And Emma. And Lana. And Lassie. And Dominic. And Phil....and I'm not gona start namin names but those are people I've seen/spoke to the past few days. But yea. Friends are Love.
Emmm currently enjoying being single...I've realised that relationships really aren't for me. I don't wana settle down for a good few years yet, and what's the point in having a relationship with someone when I know in my heart it's not gona go anywhere...like i duno, suppose it'd be nice n stuff having the closeness with someone...but who's to say I can't have the kind of closeness a relationship gives with a close friend? I just don't wanna commit myself to one person(as slutty as that sounds its not ment like that) when like...I don't even know what I want with my life..it's too much like pressure as well, to constantly have to be making time for this other person, as opposed to doing my own thing whenever I please...I mean like it's nice n stuff when your all in love and happy and stuff, and a part of me DOES miss that, but theres also this massive part of me that's like...excited or somethin I duno. Anyway enough of that shit.
So aye, basically it's all goin alright at the minute...happy etc. Goin to scumbag on Friday methinks...excited =D!
Anyways, away to get an early night, wana do LOADS of work tomorrow!! Hope yer all well <3