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well we had my first real 5k meet yesterday..i was wicked nervous right before running but once i got going it wasn't as bad.. i realized that i like the anticipation before running, i dont love the actual running either, at least not as much as i love finishing. after i finished even though i felt like shit physically, mentally i was ecstatic..and i dont even know why.. i think its because this is the most ive ever pushed myself physically (and actually probably mentallu for motivational reasons as well) anyways at first i was feeling a little out of place since the team seemed to be really close from past years but i feel like im fitting it better now and i had an awesome bus ride and food stop home. i didnt do that well in comparison to the rest of the girls on the team (probably because they're all so fucking amazing at running i <3 u natalie..which also helps for admiration/motivation) but anyways i did well for myself, and i did well considering i just started, and i finished, and i did a lot better then i did at the beginning of the summer so im happy with that. thats all i need for now.
im kinda depressed that i seriously dont see nat at all during the school day..at least we have lunch..but it just figures our last year here i wouldnt have ANY classes with her..anyways i guess we'll just make up for it on weekends and after school..? when i dont have xc..which is never... but maybe when i leave after 6th 7th period, cuz i blieve she does too sometimes..
ferry beach this weekend...last i talked to the group a lot of old people arent coming (krysta, julie), and a lot of new people are cming (joce).. last i talked to joel he said hes coming on friday night and might have to leave saturday and then come back sunday..we'll see.. im wicked siked to see him and just be back at FB...so ill be gone for the weekend (miss my xc meet which sucks..)
im kinda depressed that i seriously dont see nat at all during the school day..at least we have lunch..but it just figures our last year here i wouldnt have ANY classes with her..anyways i guess we'll just make up for it on weekends and after school..? when i dont have xc..which is never... but maybe when i leave after 6th 7th period, cuz i blieve she does too sometimes..
ferry beach this weekend...last i talked to the group a lot of old people arent coming (krysta, julie), and a lot of new people are cming (joce).. last i talked to joel he said hes coming on friday night and might have to leave saturday and then come back sunday..we'll see.. im wicked siked to see him and just be back at FB...so ill be gone for the weekend (miss my xc meet which sucks..)