Aug 27, 2004 21:51
so through the packing and cleaning and shopping it seems that this has been a time for goodbyes, as well as confessions haha
i hung out with marie and kristy and said goodbye. me and marie made "designer" purses and experienced "grasshopper porn" which was sooo sick haha then kristy, wow her baby grew. and dave..hes weird lol
after the naked pictures, "i've always loved you's" and "i always thought you wanted me's" everything is kinda weird if you know what i mean haha i suppose it is perfect timing for people to say what they really mean now that i'm leaving but its getting a little out of control. at least one turned out for the good. the others-- yeah, i'm never seeing you again haha sorry
anyways, the room is emptying..i hung out with joey adn 2 dannys at taco bell today for like 3 hours. it was actualy pretty nice to just sit and talk.
andd thats it i think. i had some other cool things to say but i've been putting it off and now i forgot. i miss my poos a lot, i feel so left out/alone without them!!
last night was real sad. i was by the mall and i decided to go home the long way, past school. it was weird thinking i dont go to school there anymore. then on the way home i passed by where like everyone i know lives (not literally, just int he area) and i was like wishing i could just stop by someones house, but no one is home!! soo weird. why do i have to be the last to leave? we're all growing up and its CRAZY!! at that point i realized the reality of it all haha now i'm done