come n' knock on our dooooor

Aug 21, 2004 22:26

sooo wednesday night a bunch of us went to jarrets and we said bye to him. it was pretty surreal to see my friends going away one by one. i basically said bye to prock, paola and david too. and roly. afterwards i was a hell of a lot sadder than i was there, saying goodbye.
the next morning i got up real early and went to orlando with tiff and her family to help them move in. NO POWER? yep, thats right. it was pretty damaged over there from the hurricane so there was definitely no power all day, moving in stuff with nicole jon and tiff. eventually it all came on and itwas all good. we bonded. lots of good food was involved. in fact, great food and i managed to gain a few pounds.

i've never had such an awesome birthday and its not even my birthday yet! they all sang to me and gave me cake and acted like it was special, and all on their own. i felt like i had real special friends. thats the first birthday ever that anyone really cared. it makes me so happy just thinking about it. :) a nice milestone birthday for once. i'm sad though that no one will be around for the real one this monday but so far this weekend has been enough to make me feel special the entire year. i guess i dont wonder why i always used to hate birthdays anymore haha

we visited a couple other people up in orlando and it was fun to see them.

i miss my poos!!

we all cried when we left, i'm really going to miss those kids. i'm really glad i went to bond with them and help them move in.

so after having the "three's company" theme song in my head the entire weekend, i am back. a good 7 hour trip home, with a stop in jupiter for some food and a cute waitor, i'm back.

i feel so alone here. no ones here, just me and my young'n friends. i want to go already!

i wish i had someone to lay with me :/

i've realized who real friends are through all this. like the ones who take time out to make sure to say goodbye or spend some time with you before they go. it means they'll miss you and think about you while you're gone. as for the others, even though they'll sometimes be on my mind, i have no hard feelings or anything, i just know for sure now how i am prioritized in their lives. heh kinda sad that i didnt get to say bye to some people i cared about but its okay. theres always time to keep in touch.

pictures are up!
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