now i'm ever further away
last weekend sucked. i stayed in friday, saturday and sunday. i had so much work it was absurd. i basically didn't stop working the whole weekend. i really can't complain, though, because this semester has been a breeze compared to others i've had. i haven't had to pull one all-nighter all semester. usually i pull one a week.
kind of started having a quarter-life crisis yesterday when i realized how much i'd have to pay for rent if i move out of my parents' house for grad school. most people i know who are in grad school live at home. but i don't think i could handle that. but if i lived at home, i'd save probably $600-700 a month total, from rent to insurance to groceries. living at home would mean not having to work full time while i'm taking classes. i think i'm going to look at places over the next few months and decide if it'd be worth it financially. i'm also worried about getting a halfway decent job after i graduate, getting into a halfway decent program, etc. i know everything will fall into place, but it's all kinda scary.
i hope this weekend is fun. i have some halloween parties to go to, but i don't have a costume. i'll probably get some cat ears or something. i really wanted to go to montclair for The Walk on saturday, but i don't know exactly how to get there and it's sounding like it'd take like 2 hours each way. whch is retarded and not really worth it. if anyone knows how to get there in a timely fashion via public transportation, let me know.
oh, and last night i randomly fainted in the shower. i fell and hit my head on the tub. i have a bump but i'm fine. it was just really weird.
kind of started having a quarter-life crisis yesterday when i realized how much i'd have to pay for rent if i move out of my parents' house for grad school. most people i know who are in grad school live at home. but i don't think i could handle that. but if i lived at home, i'd save probably $600-700 a month total, from rent to insurance to groceries. living at home would mean not having to work full time while i'm taking classes. i think i'm going to look at places over the next few months and decide if it'd be worth it financially. i'm also worried about getting a halfway decent job after i graduate, getting into a halfway decent program, etc. i know everything will fall into place, but it's all kinda scary.
i hope this weekend is fun. i have some halloween parties to go to, but i don't have a costume. i'll probably get some cat ears or something. i really wanted to go to montclair for The Walk on saturday, but i don't know exactly how to get there and it's sounding like it'd take like 2 hours each way. whch is retarded and not really worth it. if anyone knows how to get there in a timely fashion via public transportation, let me know.
oh, and last night i randomly fainted in the shower. i fell and hit my head on the tub. i have a bump but i'm fine. it was just really weird.