mostly whining
it seems like everyone goes a little crazy this time of year. we still have 4 weeks of school left and i already feel like i'm in vacation mode. i've been stuck in this rut since spring break. i always get depressed this time of year, and i lose my motivation to do everything. i've skipped more classes in the past 3 weeks than i think i ever have at nyu. it's bad. i haven't been to guitar in 3 weeks. i'm still getting stuff done and getting good grades but i feel like i'm doing the minimum. all i want to do is go home.
i went home this weekend for easter and to see B. he's still not doing too well, but he's better than before.
my parents are in hawaii, so stuart spent the night friday, saturday, and sunday. it was nice.
i'm thinking that i might stay in swampscott this summer instead of staying in new york and taking classes as originally planned. i feel like if i'm going to stay for a summer it should be next summer when i'm 21 and can actually do things. i also have no money because i hit my cousin's car over the weekend and have to pay $2300 to fix it (i don't have 2300 dollars). stuart's mom's friend offered me a job running her jewelry store in marblehead for the summer, which i'd really like to do and the money will be decent. i still have a little time until i have to make the decision.
i wish i were one of the girls next door. their lives are pretty amazing (except for the whole having sex with an 80something man).
i went home this weekend for easter and to see B. he's still not doing too well, but he's better than before.
my parents are in hawaii, so stuart spent the night friday, saturday, and sunday. it was nice.
i'm thinking that i might stay in swampscott this summer instead of staying in new york and taking classes as originally planned. i feel like if i'm going to stay for a summer it should be next summer when i'm 21 and can actually do things. i also have no money because i hit my cousin's car over the weekend and have to pay $2300 to fix it (i don't have 2300 dollars). stuart's mom's friend offered me a job running her jewelry store in marblehead for the summer, which i'd really like to do and the money will be decent. i still have a little time until i have to make the decision.
i wish i were one of the girls next door. their lives are pretty amazing (except for the whole having sex with an 80something man).