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You think you know me
But you have no clue who I am.
You see a girl who is popular and smart
A target for rumors, yet your best friend.
You see someone who is self conceded.
But you really don't know who I am.
You don't realize that everything I do, I do for a reason.
You don't know how everything that happened in my past, effects every action of my future.
Imagine what it would be like in my shoes.
Imagine living in a homeless shelter or in the backseat of your mom's car.
Imagine watching your mom try to committ suicide twice in front of you at the ages of 5 and 7.
Imagine not being able to do things in fear that you will screw up your life like your mom did.
Imagine being suicidal everyday of your life and not being able to control it.
Imagine working hard for everything you've got and one day you watch it all go down the drain.
Imagine having to pull yourself out of bed in the morning because you have to face the day weather you want to or not.
But you can't
You can't imagine living my life because your too mixed up in your world to worry about what's on the inside of mine.
So keep talking about me.
About the me that you don't know.
yeah that's all i've got to say...