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ok so i guess i'll keep this one a little shorter than the rest.... so yesterday's tryout were crazy. I don't think i'll make it just cuz i'm that bad. and then when i came home i had to help my mom pack because she's sick and couldn't do it herself (which i don't think i've ever packed a suitcase for 5 days that fast in my life) but yeah so then i came downstairs and watched some TV with casey and shawna and then MY DADDY GAVE ME MY PHONE BACK! MY LIFE REALLY ISNT OVER!!! lol j/k... so then i listened to my messages and cried and then brandon called and i got happy again (even tho at times i almost cried) but i was so FUCKIN HAPPY that we got to talk...and then i tried working on my math but decided i'd go to bed and try to call brandon again since he had to go look for his dog or something but he didn't answer and i fell asleep waiting to call him back again or even for him to call me. And then my parents left this morning at 3 which i hope my mom is doing ok since she was barfing her brains out. and then my brother came in my room crying this morning like around 7:30 and i tried to ignore him but he wouldn't stop so he crawled in bed with me and he finally did and i got to go back to sleep and then he left at some point and then i woke up and here i am. updating this thingy once again. ill try to get back on later so expect me on aim....