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For the past couple of days I've had something on my mind. I can't stop thinking about it and its driving me crazy. It all just popped out of nowhere basically. I wish I could just get it all out of my head cuz I dont want to think about it at all. Things were going fine up until I started thinking. I need to find closure with things but I don't know how. Everytime I search for it I end up getting all wrapped up into it again and starting thinking about it a lot. I guess people are right. I wish they weren't but they are. I want to make them wrong somehow but I'm not sure how. I need to find out what I want in life. I'm never going to get anywhere if I keep going back and forth to different things I want. This year kinda sucks. I wish things were different. I wonder what people think of me. I think it would be intersting to find out what people truely feel about me. Then I might be able to figure out some stuff. I wish I could read minds when I wanted to. I probably will get my feelings hurt but its better to know then to never know at all. I feel like a horrible person. Maybe I am...