moment of clarity
today was probably one of the worst days ive had all year. its always nice when u basically get called a bad person by people. especially adults that can determine ur future. i cried today. i cried in front of ppl which is not something i do but when someone brings up my family and why im so angry...it tends to hit home and hurt. im gonna apologize right now to somebody..u know who u are. im sorry for the things i wrote about you. i know id be pretty upset if i read nasty things sumone wrote about me. though most of the time i write in here im pretty upset and angry...today i am both of those things but im trying my best to handle it better than i usually do. im not gonna write mean things bout ppl, im not gonna blame my parents. whats the use right? theres only one person in this world who cares bout me and thats me. so i gotta do for me. today i was hoping for closure but that didnt happen. i was hoping for a lot of things i guess. well, i guess theres not much else to say. hopefully what i said means something to the person it was meant for. and i truly meant what i said. sooo ya, its time for me to go. peace.