I don't like being grown up

[smellyellie1]

There are no jobs out there for me, I’m starting to feel like I’m never going to have a career and that I’m going to be broke forever. I’m having doubts about the whole journalism thing too. I went to the easyMobile press conference yesterday with Jo (I saw Stelios!), it was really scary. Some man swore at me for getting in his way, then a photographer whacked me with his lens. Bastard. I felt like a little girl that was lost and didn’t know her way home. Jo reassured me that it’s how everyone feels early on. It doesn’t stop me having doubts though.

On a different note, I’m loving Average Joe! Last night was genius. I’m that glad that Melane saw Zach’s true colours and outed him. Adam to win!