some things need to be said
well i've given in my week notice at shittyworld so my last shift will hopefully be this sunday yep yep :D i start uni again on the 19th.. god summer has FLOWN! its has its good points &bad points but meh next year will be fucking ace!!! :D
i've been with chobbit for like AGES, he went home on sunday.. after like nearly 3weeks with him... god i love him :D i was abit sad on our last night but he soon made up for it ;)
anyways i have decided to retire from live journal for awhile well i'm guna go on it less.. seen as its addictive reading & it gets me angry.. even chobbit got moody because of it
i'm not going to say anymore because i don't really want to go into much detail because well y'know this is livejournal *rolls eyes*, & i don't want people getting into silly assumptions because well nobody really understands me well chobbit does... maybe amy.. but thats it, i just hate the whole internet thing, people take it too seriously, i rather want things in person or be part of things then be that person who doesn't get told anything & feels singled out
i'm not doing this to have digs at anyone.. its just something i want to get off my chest.. maybe i'm changing.. i know i am.. perhaps growing up i presume.. but i know other people have changed
but whatev's that isn't important & i'm not going to get angry about it no more.. also i'm not looking for sympathy, i won't be arsed if anyone comments on this
now on to better things.. i've been going swimming alot recently.. i was abit self concious about my body but christ i've seen naked hippos that gave me alot more confidence with myself...lol *shudders* old lady minges & saggy boobies & cellulite (sp?) can make myself feel like a supermodel LOL & thats saying something.. even chob tags along & its so much fun hehe i would recommend it to anyone.. but god i was knackered by the end of it.. shows how unfit i am but that'll soon change :D.. well hopefully :P
also i've been going for walks alot to whereever i can find, its so nice to just walk somewhere with someone you love & just talk about anything..
i mean well we're both poor & it doesn;'t cost a penny :P
but oh noes no more free films lol darnnit
also i miss sinead... like alot! i've got noone to go to walks and to talk to with when chob isn't here.. amy has a job now.. at long last.. its a toy shop in the city centre i'm so happy for her.. shes 21 on the 10th too the old bint shes going out out but i'll be working *le sigh* but for the last weekend.. woooooooooohoooooooooo :D so we're going for a picnic at dovestones with her sister & her baby (whos got a mop of ginger hair awwwwwwwww!) coz her first day is on her birthday... harsh lol
but this shall be the last time of freedom until uni starts up again.. god i am dreading it.. they messed up my time table too so i can't do youth work no more & have to do a boring subject about the curriculum...
i'm going to chobbits sometime next week too wooot i have weekends off after this weekend.. god its going to be bliss :D hes the most caring sweetest boy he always asks what do i want to do when i'm there.. which is nice seen as he used to drag me to places i did not like.. i know i did it to him too, but this summer we've opened up alot to each other.. i mean seen as my moods have been all over the place bah pills *shakes fist* but its easying off.. but omg right i went to the clinic yesterday & they made me wait an hour half to pick up my next set of pills!!! & she told me the reason why i was so hungry & crampy at the start was because my body thought it was pregnant!!! :O:O.. scary huh? so i've experienced pregancy for a week or 2 :P hahahah
i've been going to university too swotting away to a better year.. hah! god i wish i had better brains
aswell i've been having alot of headaches.. well migraines lately.. i don't know why :S i hope its nothing serious
anyways this is getting ALL over the place.. sozzie
ttfn young ones
i've been with chobbit for like AGES, he went home on sunday.. after like nearly 3weeks with him... god i love him :D i was abit sad on our last night but he soon made up for it ;)
anyways i have decided to retire from live journal for awhile well i'm guna go on it less.. seen as its addictive reading & it gets me angry.. even chobbit got moody because of it
i'm not going to say anymore because i don't really want to go into much detail because well y'know this is livejournal *rolls eyes*, & i don't want people getting into silly assumptions because well nobody really understands me well chobbit does... maybe amy.. but thats it, i just hate the whole internet thing, people take it too seriously, i rather want things in person or be part of things then be that person who doesn't get told anything & feels singled out
i'm not doing this to have digs at anyone.. its just something i want to get off my chest.. maybe i'm changing.. i know i am.. perhaps growing up i presume.. but i know other people have changed
but whatev's that isn't important & i'm not going to get angry about it no more.. also i'm not looking for sympathy, i won't be arsed if anyone comments on this
now on to better things.. i've been going swimming alot recently.. i was abit self concious about my body but christ i've seen naked hippos that gave me alot more confidence with myself...lol *shudders* old lady minges & saggy boobies & cellulite (sp?) can make myself feel like a supermodel LOL & thats saying something.. even chob tags along & its so much fun hehe i would recommend it to anyone.. but god i was knackered by the end of it.. shows how unfit i am but that'll soon change :D.. well hopefully :P
also i've been going for walks alot to whereever i can find, its so nice to just walk somewhere with someone you love & just talk about anything..
i mean well we're both poor & it doesn;'t cost a penny :P
but oh noes no more free films lol darnnit
also i miss sinead... like alot! i've got noone to go to walks and to talk to with when chob isn't here.. amy has a job now.. at long last.. its a toy shop in the city centre i'm so happy for her.. shes 21 on the 10th too the old bint shes going out out but i'll be working *le sigh* but for the last weekend.. woooooooooohoooooooooo :D so we're going for a picnic at dovestones with her sister & her baby (whos got a mop of ginger hair awwwwwwwww!) coz her first day is on her birthday... harsh lol
but this shall be the last time of freedom until uni starts up again.. god i am dreading it.. they messed up my time table too so i can't do youth work no more & have to do a boring subject about the curriculum...
i'm going to chobbits sometime next week too wooot i have weekends off after this weekend.. god its going to be bliss :D hes the most caring sweetest boy he always asks what do i want to do when i'm there.. which is nice seen as he used to drag me to places i did not like.. i know i did it to him too, but this summer we've opened up alot to each other.. i mean seen as my moods have been all over the place bah pills *shakes fist* but its easying off.. but omg right i went to the clinic yesterday & they made me wait an hour half to pick up my next set of pills!!! & she told me the reason why i was so hungry & crampy at the start was because my body thought it was pregnant!!! :O:O.. scary huh? so i've experienced pregancy for a week or 2 :P hahahah
i've been going to university too swotting away to a better year.. hah! god i wish i had better brains
aswell i've been having alot of headaches.. well migraines lately.. i don't know why :S i hope its nothing serious
anyways this is getting ALL over the place.. sozzie
ttfn young ones