May 25, 2004 05:15
so... new mexico fucking rocked. i can't believe that i had as much as fun as i did. there were times when i didn't actually think that i would make it, but i did. and it's pretty awesome. now that i'm actually ready to get going and go on more trips, i should just get a job and work for the rest of the summer. i hope i get that pharmacy job on sunshine, but in the chance that i don't, i'll be applying for a bunch of other jobs tomorrow.
he's at rose's now... and it was really sweet that he made sure i was ok with it before he left... or forced me to be ok with it. i just hope nothing bad is going to happen and i just feel bad because he thinks he can't just leave. i mean, that i would make him feel that way. but it's not like my friends live in here so i can't really relate now can i?. just keep your mouth shut.