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Ok, so now I am on a different pill at a higher dose in hopes that the random attacks of sad don't get me like they did on this last one. Hmmm....I dunno if I feel like I am running out of options here. I go to my therapy and come out feeling a bit better but it doesn't last. I am such a great actress too. People assume I am ok. Well, not so much. All is a struggle in my brain. But, at least I am efforting away at this! I got some self help books as per my doctor and am going to read them....even though I know that some of the ideas are silly...like looking in a mirror and sying "I am beautiful" Rigggggggghhhtttt.....cuz that is going to make me see a skinny and pretty girl in there. Cindarelli!