lisening to morrissey.

Jun 18, 2006 19:22

i know that no one really cares. but its funny...
my life sucks so fucking bad right now...
quite possibly the lowest i have ever been.
no...
it is the lowest i have ever been...
my dad told me he should put me in a mental institution because i'm so retarded...
the other night i got in a wreck.
today i went skating and i got in trouble because i didnt tell my parents i was leaving.
i'm starting to think i really must be retarded or something...
i could have called my parents...
but i really just didnt' want to.
i didnt care.
i hate my life.
life is the exact opposite of perfect.
i'm just hoping that i'll still get to go to florida...
and if i do.
i cant bring my skateboard.
so all i'm gonna do is drink.
i'll probably stay drunk the whole time hopefully.
i feel bad saying that.
but i dont even care anymore.
i just want to forget life. i want to forget everything.
i really want to give up.
my dad also said i'll probably have to quit my job.
because i cant drive now.
at least not until i turn 18 probably.
i seriously thought about killing myself last night...i considered it.
i'm not. so dont say "o dont kill yourself"
i probably wont even get a reply to this post. but again. i dont care.
in fact.
dont reply.
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