so heres another one for you to bitch about..
yeah last nite was bad but then really good.
ryan got really mad at me bc i wrote that bc his ex called him and then me with my big mouth had to im her. so we got in a huuuuge fight. im not gunna censor wat i write eiter, just bc u felt the need to search for my journal, so u can fucken enjoy wat i hafta say, and runnen back to ryan is just gunna get me pissed, u decided u didnt want him OVER A YEAR AGO, SO GET ON WITH YOURSELF.
anyways, then i went to practice, and get this.. I FLIPPED!!! yeahh ur shocked lol. well i flipped bc erin told me that if i didnt flip, i couldnt come to the party with her and i was in much need of alcohol after those events. soooo i did it.. lol
then a bunch of the cheer girls and i all went to this party, got sooooo drunk it was a good time. the girl whose house it was i cheered with for classical, it was funny. we came back at like 2 and i went out with ryan for a few hours, thus i got no sleep and didnt attend my 1030, but i DID go to my 1230 lol
im at the desk til 10, i wish i was watching the sox.
so i listened to the michelle branch cd and found soo many good quotes that are so perfect right now.
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real... thats in my pf right now
Something 'bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives seperately
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately...
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say..
ahhh i dunno :( i think im stayen the night there tonite.. but we dont even go anywhere anymore, we just sit in his house and he falls asleep. i miss the days wen we first started going out. thats wat i want..
okaayy well im gunna go maybe do some work
mark yo calenders.. 5 days til my birthday!!
gooooodbyeeee
ryan got really mad at me bc i wrote that bc his ex called him and then me with my big mouth had to im her. so we got in a huuuuge fight. im not gunna censor wat i write eiter, just bc u felt the need to search for my journal, so u can fucken enjoy wat i hafta say, and runnen back to ryan is just gunna get me pissed, u decided u didnt want him OVER A YEAR AGO, SO GET ON WITH YOURSELF.
anyways, then i went to practice, and get this.. I FLIPPED!!! yeahh ur shocked lol. well i flipped bc erin told me that if i didnt flip, i couldnt come to the party with her and i was in much need of alcohol after those events. soooo i did it.. lol
then a bunch of the cheer girls and i all went to this party, got sooooo drunk it was a good time. the girl whose house it was i cheered with for classical, it was funny. we came back at like 2 and i went out with ryan for a few hours, thus i got no sleep and didnt attend my 1030, but i DID go to my 1230 lol
im at the desk til 10, i wish i was watching the sox.
so i listened to the michelle branch cd and found soo many good quotes that are so perfect right now.
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real... thats in my pf right now
Something 'bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives seperately
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately...
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say..
ahhh i dunno :( i think im stayen the night there tonite.. but we dont even go anywhere anymore, we just sit in his house and he falls asleep. i miss the days wen we first started going out. thats wat i want..
okaayy well im gunna go maybe do some work
mark yo calenders.. 5 days til my birthday!!
gooooodbyeeee