i hope you need this now cause i know i still do

Sep 01, 2004 01:17

its been a lil while..

fsc tomorrow, im so excited. i packed waaaaayy too much stuff and i saw my room and its tiny. ryan hates it, hes like im never coming to visit u in this shithole or whatever, but itll be wor\th it for all the good times were gunna have.

ryans been acting weird lately, and its starting to make me worry. last time i saw him he was in a bad mood and then all day today his away message sed 'weird mood' i know that its prolly my fault, bc i was such an ass but i honestly couldnt help it, i was sooo used to playing games with all other guys. its like wen we first started going out, he liked me so much and he showed it and it made me feel so good, like he would always write cute stuff about me in his away message and now he refuses to do it even if i ask him too. and it really bothers me bc it makes it seem like he stopped loving me. and like if i ask him , hes just like ur ridiculous of course i love you. i dunno its just making me feel bad.

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