Hello to an old friend
It has been about a thousand years since i have written in here, and I feel that I have changed so much. I am almost done with school completely.
Recently I have realized that I have some kind of anxiety disorder (perhaps GAD?). I just recently gave a presentation on anxiety which is what made me come to the realization. Even looking back at some of these past blogs, I was worried even though my life was so easy at that time! I was worried about losing friends. Anyway, I am pretty sure I hit rock bottom on that when I moved out to DeKalb, and I am just now starting to recover. Of corse that has to happen right before I move back home.
God I miss those days when I used to post in here all the time. So much time to waste.
Next semester is student teaching. Talk about pressure! Here is a list of pressure causers for me right now:
1.) APT exam (assessment of professional teaching)
2.) Student teaching
3.) Passung ARTE345
4.) Passing Assessment (I am getting a D in it right now)
5.) Passing portfolio review
6.) Finding a job for the summer
7.) moving back home for the summer
8.) bringing my cat over here to mingle with my sister's cat (there will be claws flying)
9.) Money!
10.) getting over this stupid anxiety
So there we have it. I need a psychiatrist I have decided.