Apr 20, 2005 19:30
Its a matter of perspective I guess. The failure.... the sense of solitude. Its finally time to put us to sleep. I'm in familiar ground. No matter where I am it feels like home just because I'm alone. I can go anywhere... and I'll only have me...
I'm not mad.... I'm not relieved either. Just less fights and confusion I suppose. My hand won't be held by anyone true.... I won't rest in your arms again and I'll choke down the love like the fighter I was born to be. It was all so far away anyway. You used to make me so happy. The park...baseball....the first time you kissed me.. well yea we had our times. Its alright though.
So here I am. Not much I can do about it anymore. I'll just let it be.
Pics of Philladelphia and the Keys will be up soon.