if all else fails, you can look up at the sky, because its the same one that shines above you and i
my dad left this morning.
it never really hit me until we got into the airport, thats when it hit me and my mom. we are both optimists to the point that we're dreamers and we avoid our problems until they actually happen. in my mind, he wasnt actually leaving, that is, until we got into the airport and i realized he really is. i wont see that face until, hopefully, november. and then i wont see him until next summer.
then theres the fact the my brother is leaving the twenty somehthing for tallahassee for college :'(.
so that makes three gaping holes in my heart.
i love you, daddy.
and i love my amazing beautiful friends.
it never really hit me until we got into the airport, thats when it hit me and my mom. we are both optimists to the point that we're dreamers and we avoid our problems until they actually happen. in my mind, he wasnt actually leaving, that is, until we got into the airport and i realized he really is. i wont see that face until, hopefully, november. and then i wont see him until next summer.
then theres the fact the my brother is leaving the twenty somehthing for tallahassee for college :'(.
so that makes three gaping holes in my heart.
i love you, daddy.
and i love my amazing beautiful friends.