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so many people around me right now are suicidal or depressed. it is absolutely horrible. I want to make everyone well, but the fact is.. im not well myself. So I decided to throw my bipolar self back into counseling to watch over my moods. I have been up since 9 but i cannot get out of bed. I am sure my roommate thinks I am just lazy but when i get in bad moods i simply cant function. i duno. i thought i would update some. it hink my dad is coming to see me sunday, im glad. i miss him. oh yea, gabby my lil fish died today............ but that's alright, i wasnt attached to that one. the other two however is a different story. bye