oh you're a total mess. can you admit that yet?
i've decided i pretty much covered what you SHOULDNT do when moving.
two pointers for you out there who might want to move at some point:
moving at the end of the fall? bad idea. beginning of fall or summer is fine, but not when depressing winter is pressed upon your lips so suddenly.
also, moving in over a weekend, no matter how much you know the place, and then starting your job that monday is a BAD IDEA.
just two things to consider.
i havent had times like this for a while. all i want to do is sit and cry. i dont know what got into me, but after some not so fun things happened at work, this man was not only on the perhaps creepy side, but he was quite mean to me in front of the department manager and another employee, and i was ready to burst out in tears. of course being the strong stubborn woman that i am, i waited till he was gone, and i was in the corner of the store by myself.
among other things, life can get slightly messy sometimes, and i'm not sure where We're going with this. i'm holding on though. but i think i'm ready to go home..........
but not only do i have a purpose here on earth, i know that Jesus has me in the spot he has me for some reason. it's funny how this was where i wanted to move, and felt i was suppose to go... and now it's more of a i feel obligated, because i know i'm suppose to be here for something. although, anymore.. i'm not so sure what it is.
the realization that i have no reason or attachment to be anywhere, has hit though. i could pick up and move anywhere i wanted to if i wanted to. which to me, is a pretty crazy thought. the thought that you have no pressing reason to be any which place, and you could pick up and move to oregon, or florida, or texas, or wherever.... that's just weird. scary, freeing, and sad.
i hope that sarah and i will get to do a road trip this summer.. lasting a week or so... and i can discover new places. i love sarah. i'm glad Jesus sent us to eachother. and i hope that she feels the same way. i'm just a bit scared of losing her. she's pretty busy now that she has school in the morning.. and i already am seeing less of her... hopefully that wont continue for too terribly long.
anywho, gloom glum. enough sad talk for one night. morning. blerrr dump.
two pointers for you out there who might want to move at some point:
moving at the end of the fall? bad idea. beginning of fall or summer is fine, but not when depressing winter is pressed upon your lips so suddenly.
also, moving in over a weekend, no matter how much you know the place, and then starting your job that monday is a BAD IDEA.
just two things to consider.
i havent had times like this for a while. all i want to do is sit and cry. i dont know what got into me, but after some not so fun things happened at work, this man was not only on the perhaps creepy side, but he was quite mean to me in front of the department manager and another employee, and i was ready to burst out in tears. of course being the strong stubborn woman that i am, i waited till he was gone, and i was in the corner of the store by myself.
among other things, life can get slightly messy sometimes, and i'm not sure where We're going with this. i'm holding on though. but i think i'm ready to go home..........
but not only do i have a purpose here on earth, i know that Jesus has me in the spot he has me for some reason. it's funny how this was where i wanted to move, and felt i was suppose to go... and now it's more of a i feel obligated, because i know i'm suppose to be here for something. although, anymore.. i'm not so sure what it is.
the realization that i have no reason or attachment to be anywhere, has hit though. i could pick up and move anywhere i wanted to if i wanted to. which to me, is a pretty crazy thought. the thought that you have no pressing reason to be any which place, and you could pick up and move to oregon, or florida, or texas, or wherever.... that's just weird. scary, freeing, and sad.
i hope that sarah and i will get to do a road trip this summer.. lasting a week or so... and i can discover new places. i love sarah. i'm glad Jesus sent us to eachother. and i hope that she feels the same way. i'm just a bit scared of losing her. she's pretty busy now that she has school in the morning.. and i already am seeing less of her... hopefully that wont continue for too terribly long.
anywho, gloom glum. enough sad talk for one night. morning. blerrr dump.