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i'm really not excited about tommorow. almost dreading it. cept not. just, no fuss please..
today we had 3 messages on our answering machine, and 2 were about people being admitted into hospital.
guh. cancer. i just get that hurtie feeling in my throat and feel like crying. like someone is trying to tug my heart out through my throat. and you just feel all useless and sad like. it's not fair at all, is it?
my bestfriend is blackmailing me. he sends me sms's that he's kept. ones from months ago, that i sent to him. i think he's trying to provoke some sort of sympathy or apology from me. but it just pisses me off.
not the only person who's pissed me off as of late. cept the other 2 boys apologised. and i spose i was overacting anyway, eh.
today we had 3 messages on our answering machine, and 2 were about people being admitted into hospital.
guh. cancer. i just get that hurtie feeling in my throat and feel like crying. like someone is trying to tug my heart out through my throat. and you just feel all useless and sad like. it's not fair at all, is it?
my bestfriend is blackmailing me. he sends me sms's that he's kept. ones from months ago, that i sent to him. i think he's trying to provoke some sort of sympathy or apology from me. but it just pisses me off.
not the only person who's pissed me off as of late. cept the other 2 boys apologised. and i spose i was overacting anyway, eh.