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so, im really tired but im feelin kinda depressed. i dont like myself. i feel like so ugly and unattracive. i feel fat. not like to the point where im gunna starve myself or puke up my food....i like it too much to waste it. when other people talk about how they are all down because they dont feel pretty and stuff im just sittin there thinkin "are you crazy?" and how people shouldnt think like that but way in the back of my mind i keep thinking those things. me and tiffany went and ate chinese food friday and my fortune said something about the mirror is my friend or something shit like that that was suppose to mean that im pretty or some bs. but i dont feel like it anymore. i dont know if its cuz no one tells me or just cuz i still get depressed everyonce in a while or what....i just feel so...blah.
i hate it.
i hate it.