Feb 18, 2007 23:32
Gah, I feel so shitty. I was doing okay earlier, but now I've been hit by the enormous sluttiness of this weekend. I don't know what has happened to me! It's awful, I'm a terrible person. And now everyone thinks I'm a whore...take that back, they know I am because it's true. I hate this so much. I don't want to take back what I did this weekend, but it can't happen anymore. I need to at least feel good about myself again. I know that this is what people will think of me forever now, but I need to at least know that I'm not a slut. Because right now, I am. Damn, this sucks!! What have I become??
I need someone to be with me here right now. And I have no one and no one wants me.