if im gona update, im gona fucking update u filthy motherfuckers.
http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/archive/nathalia/nathalia_main.htm
^look at that. closely.
now...
http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/newsletter/newsletter.htm
read all of that.
at first i was shocked as well but after reading that, it made me think. and now i see how shes not really doing anything wrong. thats cool tho. i want to be an artist now. u can get away with anything.
so i havent been well lately but i think that cocacola i had helped boost my day. yes ive been depressed. why?* im not gona tell ya. and why again?* cuz its none of ur business. am i still depressed?* im gona tell you no. why do i have to be so emo fuck* get over it. dont ask. im not telling.
i heard the fireworks go off about half an hour ago. wish i was there to see it. i saw it in the 8th grade and junior year. good times. i was so sure id see it this year but i had more important things to do. would have been more fun if i were going to the dance. but id be so bored cause going to a dance without people that dance/enjoy the music/love dances ...isnt fun at all. even tho i am NOT one of those ppl... its so much more enjoyable with someone that is. and its my senior year. i really kinda wanted to attend. oh well. i got asb for nothin. havent even been to a football game yet. and thats just damn sad.
im not alcohol free but slowly im getting there. i dont need alcie to make all the pain go away. but better yet, just get rid of the pain. its the only reason i ever really drank anyways. i hate beer, its not that great. i miss my pineapple vodka mixes. they were the bomb.
im taking a little break from studying, i dont even need to take this test. it doesnt matter at all. i dont have the minimum gpa to get into a UC so its only cal states from here. so why the hell am i taking sat2? they wont even look at it, it doesnt matter. i should be taking my sat1s over again. those MATTER. but im taking my sat2 because my parents still believe im going to a UC. whatever. ill take it. ill try my best. whatever.
gona have to wake up early tomorrow. gotta get to west co. gotta take my test. come back home. maybe go to mall. hopefully go to mall. go to olivers bbq. have to get our campaign song done. its gotta get done. i hope the "partying" wont get in the way of our work. or else im gona be extremely pissed off.
everyone and their moms have myspace. i have a myspace. its annoying. but its something to do and i get to look at ppls pictures and know more about them. its madness. pure madness. melodramatic.com is so much better. ppl are so emo. "melodramatic".
my uncle killed one of my fishes. hes fuckin nuts. he murdered my fish. it was his fish at first but he GAVE them to us. he GAVE us the FISHES. and now all his fishes died. and now hes a tad psycho. and now hes been sleeping around my house for the past days cuz hes been extremely psycho. and those days, he stares at the fishes. he talks about how theyve gotten so pretty. and he pokes at them a lot. well this morning, one of the fishes, one of which use to be his, one of the eyes got messed up. later today, this fish died. my mom is blaming my uncle, that he killed that fish. i believe her. at the dinner table he said i dont like it when ppl touch my stuff. and that motherfucker GAVE US THE FISH. i dunno that man is fuckin insane. i hope i dont have any of his mad genes in me.
i have tons of pictures to load and id love to share with all my livejournal friends/public. but im too lazy. i have a few from halloween, school, vanity shots. speaking of halloween, it was gay. i had some high expectations of it but we pretty much did nothing. but brownie points to the one tranny i saw. and some brownie points to the 40s.
theres blood on my shoulder.
^look at that. closely.
now...
http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/newsletter/newsletter.htm
read all of that.
at first i was shocked as well but after reading that, it made me think. and now i see how shes not really doing anything wrong. thats cool tho. i want to be an artist now. u can get away with anything.
so i havent been well lately but i think that cocacola i had helped boost my day. yes ive been depressed. why?* im not gona tell ya. and why again?* cuz its none of ur business. am i still depressed?* im gona tell you no. why do i have to be so emo fuck* get over it. dont ask. im not telling.
i heard the fireworks go off about half an hour ago. wish i was there to see it. i saw it in the 8th grade and junior year. good times. i was so sure id see it this year but i had more important things to do. would have been more fun if i were going to the dance. but id be so bored cause going to a dance without people that dance/enjoy the music/love dances ...isnt fun at all. even tho i am NOT one of those ppl... its so much more enjoyable with someone that is. and its my senior year. i really kinda wanted to attend. oh well. i got asb for nothin. havent even been to a football game yet. and thats just damn sad.
im not alcohol free but slowly im getting there. i dont need alcie to make all the pain go away. but better yet, just get rid of the pain. its the only reason i ever really drank anyways. i hate beer, its not that great. i miss my pineapple vodka mixes. they were the bomb.
im taking a little break from studying, i dont even need to take this test. it doesnt matter at all. i dont have the minimum gpa to get into a UC so its only cal states from here. so why the hell am i taking sat2? they wont even look at it, it doesnt matter. i should be taking my sat1s over again. those MATTER. but im taking my sat2 because my parents still believe im going to a UC. whatever. ill take it. ill try my best. whatever.
gona have to wake up early tomorrow. gotta get to west co. gotta take my test. come back home. maybe go to mall. hopefully go to mall. go to olivers bbq. have to get our campaign song done. its gotta get done. i hope the "partying" wont get in the way of our work. or else im gona be extremely pissed off.
everyone and their moms have myspace. i have a myspace. its annoying. but its something to do and i get to look at ppls pictures and know more about them. its madness. pure madness. melodramatic.com is so much better. ppl are so emo. "melodramatic".
my uncle killed one of my fishes. hes fuckin nuts. he murdered my fish. it was his fish at first but he GAVE them to us. he GAVE us the FISHES. and now all his fishes died. and now hes a tad psycho. and now hes been sleeping around my house for the past days cuz hes been extremely psycho. and those days, he stares at the fishes. he talks about how theyve gotten so pretty. and he pokes at them a lot. well this morning, one of the fishes, one of which use to be his, one of the eyes got messed up. later today, this fish died. my mom is blaming my uncle, that he killed that fish. i believe her. at the dinner table he said i dont like it when ppl touch my stuff. and that motherfucker GAVE US THE FISH. i dunno that man is fuckin insane. i hope i dont have any of his mad genes in me.
i have tons of pictures to load and id love to share with all my livejournal friends/public. but im too lazy. i have a few from halloween, school, vanity shots. speaking of halloween, it was gay. i had some high expectations of it but we pretty much did nothing. but brownie points to the one tranny i saw. and some brownie points to the 40s.
theres blood on my shoulder.