haha my 2 weeks off is going to be boring...
no class, i quit one of my jobs, though not officially yet. will get on that probably thursday... what can i say? i need a vacation really bad. im a work a holic, and im having a breakdown. my life has gone insane over the past 4 weeks or so. i was skippin classes, and not getting sleep for 2 to 3 days, i was just about to pass out half the time. i don't know how to explain it really, i mean u just get caught up in the day and before u know it, its been 3 or 4 days. ya well im tired of that. i need Matty time...
ya so basically im crawling in a hole for the next 2 weeks. i got work at the chamber, nothing special, good stuff, i love networking. it is my passion, im serious, im a geek, but im proud to be able to do what i can do. i mean im not completely unique, but my method of thinking is. u'll never be able to step in my shoes. thinkin outside of the box while standing in the smack middle of it. i measure pros and cons, and all unknown factors that can wage tragic to my decision. which always makes life just a little too complicated. so i guess thats why u find me, slightly simple. lifes too complicated already, lets make ourselves obvious to some degree. cause u'll never figure out how i tick.
so ya, im going to go buy some movies tomorrow probably. i gotta go work out tonite, and im watching van wilder now. its hilarious. and i have to work tomorrow of course. haha i thought it was funny two of my friends on myspace think im hot. interesting, ya im not, since when did this happen? personality perhaps? or maybe they were really drunk? ya somehow that wasn't the case. so im confused. geek = cute? no. at least thats not been the case for years. i mean my last g/f thought i was, i thought she was just being nice. i always have to look in the mirror though, so maybe thats why. that wonderful hair. haha lack of. its always been that way, very thin, not receeding, but very short. i always kid around, its glued in. heh, so ya, i have issues makin fun of my own hair... ya, i don't care. its who i am.
rambling rambling rambling... o ya thats right well, i'd like to say, im officially on vacation, i am doing stuff that i should have done every weekend of college. get drunk every weekend, have a party, see movies, relax, sleep, sit in the hot tub, find me a woman. though ya i doubt ill be able to do the last one. its matt, nobody likes a nerd. so ya, im gone, finishin watchin van wilder, might go down to auburn friday, depends though, not too excited about going down there, maybe i just don't fit in the group that well. i like booze, and i like girls, and i like partys, but its like life, its all about who ur there with.
so ya i just got back from going out with my dad to apple bees, got us a few brews, watched some of the game, then went to wally world for some stuff. got back here, talked to leah on the phone a little. now im going to chill out, watch some tv, and maybe go work out later. holla at ya.
ya so basically im crawling in a hole for the next 2 weeks. i got work at the chamber, nothing special, good stuff, i love networking. it is my passion, im serious, im a geek, but im proud to be able to do what i can do. i mean im not completely unique, but my method of thinking is. u'll never be able to step in my shoes. thinkin outside of the box while standing in the smack middle of it. i measure pros and cons, and all unknown factors that can wage tragic to my decision. which always makes life just a little too complicated. so i guess thats why u find me, slightly simple. lifes too complicated already, lets make ourselves obvious to some degree. cause u'll never figure out how i tick.
so ya, im going to go buy some movies tomorrow probably. i gotta go work out tonite, and im watching van wilder now. its hilarious. and i have to work tomorrow of course. haha i thought it was funny two of my friends on myspace think im hot. interesting, ya im not, since when did this happen? personality perhaps? or maybe they were really drunk? ya somehow that wasn't the case. so im confused. geek = cute? no. at least thats not been the case for years. i mean my last g/f thought i was, i thought she was just being nice. i always have to look in the mirror though, so maybe thats why. that wonderful hair. haha lack of. its always been that way, very thin, not receeding, but very short. i always kid around, its glued in. heh, so ya, i have issues makin fun of my own hair... ya, i don't care. its who i am.
rambling rambling rambling... o ya thats right well, i'd like to say, im officially on vacation, i am doing stuff that i should have done every weekend of college. get drunk every weekend, have a party, see movies, relax, sleep, sit in the hot tub, find me a woman. though ya i doubt ill be able to do the last one. its matt, nobody likes a nerd. so ya, im gone, finishin watchin van wilder, might go down to auburn friday, depends though, not too excited about going down there, maybe i just don't fit in the group that well. i like booze, and i like girls, and i like partys, but its like life, its all about who ur there with.
so ya i just got back from going out with my dad to apple bees, got us a few brews, watched some of the game, then went to wally world for some stuff. got back here, talked to leah on the phone a little. now im going to chill out, watch some tv, and maybe go work out later. holla at ya.