Gosh, I hate myself
I am sorry to whine about this again but...one of my friends is going to ask a guy out tomorrow and I just feel horrible. Like, I am left all alone. Alyssa, I love you darlin and Kayla, I know my time will come...but WHEN?!!
I just feel so left out of the circle...I just want a guy who I can hug and know he is mine, hug without a reason. I just feel so helpless around couples because they look so happy and havin fun! I just wish, for once, I knew how that felt like.
The worst part is, I KNOW I have NO chance with any of the guys I like...I hate my heart for its impossible choice in guys. I disagree with the person who said, "Loving someone/lossing them is better than not knowing what love is at all." In the end, both the things lead to the lack of love, and I would rather lack love without any hurt than with my heart filled with despair. I wish I was lucky enough to not like anyone.
Love you all out there! Thanks for putting up with all my c***
~S
I just feel so left out of the circle...I just want a guy who I can hug and know he is mine, hug without a reason. I just feel so helpless around couples because they look so happy and havin fun! I just wish, for once, I knew how that felt like.
The worst part is, I KNOW I have NO chance with any of the guys I like...I hate my heart for its impossible choice in guys. I disagree with the person who said, "Loving someone/lossing them is better than not knowing what love is at all." In the end, both the things lead to the lack of love, and I would rather lack love without any hurt than with my heart filled with despair. I wish I was lucky enough to not like anyone.
Love you all out there! Thanks for putting up with all my c***
~S