more venting
So, i am a jealous person. I can't help. I know i am not completly over jealous, but just enough to piss me off. I trust Joe completely and I know he won't cheat on me, but I sometimes feel threatened by other girls. I guess it is because of the many other times that I have been cheated on. I just can't shake the feeling. I feel like I am a tiger always ready pounce on the predator who dare to go near my man. I am very protective of Joe. So, there is this girl who has been leaving cutsie messages on his facebook. I can't help but get that feeling when I read them. Most of his messages are from this girl. I hate this so much. Why do I feel this way? I want it to go away. I am a contradiction of my own feelings. I trust him but I still feel this way. WHY? WHY I ASK WHY? I know Joe is a great person who is really friendly and that can seem as flirty. It's ok to be flirty, but just as long as I dont' know about it. I know I am flirty, but I am not that flirty with guys b/c I know how Joe gets and I respect that. And the girls that I am flirty with are straight and have no real interest in me what so ever. I don't know if this girl of Joe's has feelings for him or not. I wouldn't blame her. I know I am over reacting, but at the same time I am not b/c it is the way I feel. I just have to constantly keep realizeing that he might be overly freindly with pretty girls who may like him more than a friend, but at the end of the night he is in my bed with me.