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Uh, I dont know.
School was okay today, some ups and some downs.
Chris wrote me a note, apologizing for ignoring me for the past month or two (while we were together!), for being a prick and an asshole, and for not apologizing or noticing his mistakes earlier... I have to admit, the note was pretty heartful and if I wasnt so pissed about the whole situation, I probably would've taken it that way. But, I didn't take it as well as he had probably hoped for, because frankly, it took him more than a month to fucking apologize... in a note. And thats lame.Finally realizing your (BIIIG) mistakes and that youve been an asshole, admitting that the person youve been hurting really doesnt deserve the shit, AFTER OVER A MONTH.. Another thing about it that really pushed my buttons is that he even failed to break up with me when it sure as hell seemed like he didnt want to be together anymore. The first three days of his ignorance, I became pretty pissed and didn't want to be with him at that point, so I ended it there pretty much. And now he apologizes, saying he wants to get back together, by putting on a puppy dog face, trying to sweet talk me. Yeah, I may be a sucker for sweet talkers, but I know which ones are worth it and which ones aren't. I dont really know what I'm going to do. Maybe we'll be friends... MAYBE. I dont know.
All I know is that I want to be with Brad, stay with Brad, together with Brad, for a long time. Nothing is going to get in the way of that.. No one, either.
I've been so happy lately, mostly because Brad and I are finally together ::sighs:: what an amazing guy =D I'm sort of somewhat nervous about the next time we hang out, because we're together now, and I dont know how to explain it, like it will be weird at first. But actually, I'm never nervous or uncomfortable around him, and thats preeettty cool, I love being with him ^_^
Well, I guess I should go now, shower is calling my name. I'll be back later tonight or tomorrow. LEAVE COMMENTS?
<3
Oh yeah, and we have a HOME GAME tomorrow VS. SANBORN (theyre going doooown) JV starts at 6, so BE THERE!
Even Kristin is going, and she lives in Plaistow! Woooo!
School was okay today, some ups and some downs.
Chris wrote me a note, apologizing for ignoring me for the past month or two (while we were together!), for being a prick and an asshole, and for not apologizing or noticing his mistakes earlier... I have to admit, the note was pretty heartful and if I wasnt so pissed about the whole situation, I probably would've taken it that way. But, I didn't take it as well as he had probably hoped for, because frankly, it took him more than a month to fucking apologize... in a note. And thats lame.Finally realizing your (BIIIG) mistakes and that youve been an asshole, admitting that the person youve been hurting really doesnt deserve the shit, AFTER OVER A MONTH.. Another thing about it that really pushed my buttons is that he even failed to break up with me when it sure as hell seemed like he didnt want to be together anymore. The first three days of his ignorance, I became pretty pissed and didn't want to be with him at that point, so I ended it there pretty much. And now he apologizes, saying he wants to get back together, by putting on a puppy dog face, trying to sweet talk me. Yeah, I may be a sucker for sweet talkers, but I know which ones are worth it and which ones aren't. I dont really know what I'm going to do. Maybe we'll be friends... MAYBE. I dont know.
All I know is that I want to be with Brad, stay with Brad, together with Brad, for a long time. Nothing is going to get in the way of that.. No one, either.
I've been so happy lately, mostly because Brad and I are finally together ::sighs:: what an amazing guy =D I'm sort of somewhat nervous about the next time we hang out, because we're together now, and I dont know how to explain it, like it will be weird at first. But actually, I'm never nervous or uncomfortable around him, and thats preeettty cool, I love being with him ^_^
Well, I guess I should go now, shower is calling my name. I'll be back later tonight or tomorrow. LEAVE COMMENTS?
<3
Oh yeah, and we have a HOME GAME tomorrow VS. SANBORN (theyre going doooown) JV starts at 6, so BE THERE!
Even Kristin is going, and she lives in Plaistow! Woooo!