Oct 26, 2003 21:34
I've had this huge rush of emotion all of a sudden. I can't take much more of this. I'm sick of feeling lonely, when I'm really not. I can't stop thinking about him and I wish I could. I'm sick of writing everything about him, and I'm pissed that he's the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning, and the last thing I think about when I go to bed. I dont get it, it's like I'm invisible.
He's amazing, perfect, everything. I honestly can't find one thing bad about him that doesnt include something good. I know this is all wrong and I should just get over it, but it's easier said than done.
Just one chance. Just one. It will work, I'm sure of it. I have gut feelings about alot of things, and I'm usually never wrong. Something is keeping me from giving up, and it sucks.
I love him.
kissklickbangdie: i love ______.
r9royash: love
kissklickbangdie: love.
I just want to die.