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I know it's been a while. Nothing really has been goin on.
Nick and I are good. We're working through everything that happened 2 months ago and taking our relationship one day at a time. That's all you can really do anyway, right?
A week after I told him what I did, he came over. Later I will find out that he came to break up with me(and not from him).We decided to take a break and just be friends, and he told me that he couldn't be with me right now. That he couldn't play the fool. When he went to leave we were both crying(even though Nick doesn't show emotion, right?), and he got in his truck to leave. When he turned the car on "New Orleans Ladies" was playing. Not many of you know, but that is our song. Not all emotional "oh I love you I love you". He has always said that that song just reminds him of me and everything about it is me. whatever, but i think it's so cute. So..that triggered some major tears. You know those choking, hiccupping, not breathing tears. Yea...that was me. So I call Rachel and i'm trying to get out what happened and all I can say is I need you to come over. I'm in the middle of saying it for like the 150th time.when the door to my FEMA trailer opens(yep...i'm living in a trailer) and Nick bursts in, crying also, and says "I can't live without you!" Talk about something from a movie. He got halfway down the street and couldn't drive anymore. He didn't even turn off his car when he got back to my house. I ran into his arms and we just held each other. I didn't want to ever let go.
Even after all I did to him, he forgives me. If that's not love I don't know what is. I don't know what I would do without him.
He may drive me absolutely insane, but he's the only one that i want to drive me that crazy.
Everything else is cool..life is just going on as usual..i just wanted to put this in here so that years from now i can go back and say "Look, baby, we made it though all of this shit"
Nick and I are good. We're working through everything that happened 2 months ago and taking our relationship one day at a time. That's all you can really do anyway, right?
A week after I told him what I did, he came over. Later I will find out that he came to break up with me(and not from him).We decided to take a break and just be friends, and he told me that he couldn't be with me right now. That he couldn't play the fool. When he went to leave we were both crying(even though Nick doesn't show emotion, right?), and he got in his truck to leave. When he turned the car on "New Orleans Ladies" was playing. Not many of you know, but that is our song. Not all emotional "oh I love you I love you". He has always said that that song just reminds him of me and everything about it is me. whatever, but i think it's so cute. So..that triggered some major tears. You know those choking, hiccupping, not breathing tears. Yea...that was me. So I call Rachel and i'm trying to get out what happened and all I can say is I need you to come over. I'm in the middle of saying it for like the 150th time.when the door to my FEMA trailer opens(yep...i'm living in a trailer) and Nick bursts in, crying also, and says "I can't live without you!" Talk about something from a movie. He got halfway down the street and couldn't drive anymore. He didn't even turn off his car when he got back to my house. I ran into his arms and we just held each other. I didn't want to ever let go.
Even after all I did to him, he forgives me. If that's not love I don't know what is. I don't know what I would do without him.
He may drive me absolutely insane, but he's the only one that i want to drive me that crazy.
Everything else is cool..life is just going on as usual..i just wanted to put this in here so that years from now i can go back and say "Look, baby, we made it though all of this shit"