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Sitting here listening to November Rain by GnR...Guess my last post reminded me of how much I like this song. I think it was written by Axle Rose after he divorced his wife. I could be wrong, but that's what I remember. The song fits it. "It's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain." I guess I'll recommend this to John...you have to realize the roots from which your music came from. Strangely, although he's at the movies, I miss his presence online. Weird. This song is quite sad, but it means a lot. Everybody needs some time on their own. Everybody needs some time, all alone. We relate to each other as human beings, though we still hide things from each other since we do not totally trust this other individual. A true uninhibited relationship resides on the fact that we do not hide anything. We show all that we are, and if there is something that really bothers the other person, they may try to help us with this.
It's funny that a band you hated when you were young is a band you admire once you're older. It may be one or two songs that you like about the band, but it's enpough to get u by. My eyelid is twitching. I remember thinking that it was because of some bug that my mom had talked about that was on our eyelids. Maybe a dust mite or something like that. What have I been reduced to? The reduction is made by myself. Confidence. Anyone trusts confidence. You show no fear and people move aside. This can be an easy facade. We will find a way. GnR...moving back to the roots. There are certain things that remind me of certain things in my memory but don't make sense until later. I hope John appreciates old rock as I do, since that is where new rock sprouted from. Listen, you'll hear it. All songs will seem to be about the same thing when you're enlightened.
Phew...I've been drinking wine tonight. It's helped me see a few things. There's a difference between beer and wine drunk. Wine lets you see a few things. Maybe since it's from the vine? I dunno. The rest is a string of characters. Nothinlasts foreveaandwebothknoheartscanchanveanditshardtoholdacandleinthecoldnovemeb errain. Just trying to kill the pain. oghhh mine. darlin dont be fraid.
Drunk. That's all. Drunk on wine and why? I've got plenty of things to occupy my time but why do I do this? I'm trying to escape what's here. My family has nothing to do with it. It's the state of the world. Often times I've wonmdered if this world is ready for me. Are you ready to submit to a position of vulnerablity? Do you people just follow whatever you're told, and acccept the fact that you're all sheep? Stop! I've built myself from the ground up, IT IS POSSIBLE. Go speed racer. go! Ok tsat last comment waS A BIT MUCH but u know what i mean. Let's create a new society, based on ...what will we base this on? What are people best based upon>? Their trustworthiness? Their strength? What?
phew............ok. That was a blast. I have not yet read or understood what I have typed but I will submit this, in a drunken stupor, as a journal post.
If anything be remembered, let it be the first thing I experienced as a psychonaut:
3.14
PS: most typos have been submitted as a natural occurence.
It's funny that a band you hated when you were young is a band you admire once you're older. It may be one or two songs that you like about the band, but it's enpough to get u by. My eyelid is twitching. I remember thinking that it was because of some bug that my mom had talked about that was on our eyelids. Maybe a dust mite or something like that. What have I been reduced to? The reduction is made by myself. Confidence. Anyone trusts confidence. You show no fear and people move aside. This can be an easy facade. We will find a way. GnR...moving back to the roots. There are certain things that remind me of certain things in my memory but don't make sense until later. I hope John appreciates old rock as I do, since that is where new rock sprouted from. Listen, you'll hear it. All songs will seem to be about the same thing when you're enlightened.
Phew...I've been drinking wine tonight. It's helped me see a few things. There's a difference between beer and wine drunk. Wine lets you see a few things. Maybe since it's from the vine? I dunno. The rest is a string of characters. Nothinlasts foreveaandwebothknoheartscanchanveanditshardtoholdacandleinthecoldnovemeb errain. Just trying to kill the pain. oghhh mine. darlin dont be fraid.
Drunk. That's all. Drunk on wine and why? I've got plenty of things to occupy my time but why do I do this? I'm trying to escape what's here. My family has nothing to do with it. It's the state of the world. Often times I've wonmdered if this world is ready for me. Are you ready to submit to a position of vulnerablity? Do you people just follow whatever you're told, and acccept the fact that you're all sheep? Stop! I've built myself from the ground up, IT IS POSSIBLE. Go speed racer. go! Ok tsat last comment waS A BIT MUCH but u know what i mean. Let's create a new society, based on ...what will we base this on? What are people best based upon>? Their trustworthiness? Their strength? What?
phew............ok. That was a blast. I have not yet read or understood what I have typed but I will submit this, in a drunken stupor, as a journal post.
If anything be remembered, let it be the first thing I experienced as a psychonaut:
3.14
PS: most typos have been submitted as a natural occurence.