tasty, toasty, we all like it like that.
ok. so i'm going to make this a good entry because i am making a promise to myself not to go on this week from after this until after school friday. So if you see me online, in any shape or form, yell at me. please.
life is continuing it wonderful path down the road. sure i didn't end up getting my hair cut today, because shauni woosed out. she promised to do it on the 4 day weekend coming up; that's like a week wait almost. sweet. i'll put pictures up when it happens :D, or you can just check my myspace/facebook.
grades are heading a little downwards. and i know that's due to my excessive procrastination in both studying and homework. hence the reason for my first obligation.
today was really fun. got to hang with my G. party it up with some homie. got really pissed when my dad called and freaked on me, but it fixed itself out. feeling pretty confident overall for this 4 day school week ahead of us. things are just going really well. i couldn't be happier.
the bumps in the road with my family will flatten, as long as i continue to think ahead and beat them to anything they can ever get mad at me for.
it's getting warmer, i have my window open right now and it's lovely. the snow is perfect for throwing at things which i love. good stress reliever and its just like a ifinite supply of baseballs. yum.
things with my G are going well. really well. for the first time ever relationship-wise i feel honesty, trust, care, fun, anything you can possibly think of. it's like, somehow, the gears fell into place and gave me a chance with the prettiest girl i've ever laid eyes on. whatever happened, i'm overjoyed it did.
things with friends are going well. i know there are some homies i haven't chilled with in a while, but i'm working on it. i've seen a few over the past few days, good chill outs. time constraints have come up, which is understandable right? i mean, bros before hoes, i know i know. i'm a big advocate of that. i need to work my times out better, homework especially. with my G and homework, that's what my life has been pretty centered around as of the past month and a half..almost 2 months. so i promise to work on that. whether or not those guys read it, it's been said. and in the process of being done.
homework has been taking a dive. granted, my grades are already better than last semester, except for one, which is completely my fault and i'm getting on top of now.
concentration is higher. period. friends and relationship stuff usually stresses me out, and detracts from that. but really, that's all rolling to be pretty steady. i plan on keeping it that way. any drama that comes up. boom. push it to the side. no point in letting that get in my way.
future attractions are proving to be motivators: 300 is coming out (it's gonna be a sweet movie), ben folds in april (to be planned soon), things around the house that need fixing, (with my homework getting done earlier) books that i've been wanting to read for months - some years (sad i know).
plus, i know some of my buds out there are having a harder time than i am. that may seem kinda sick? but yeah, knowing someone out there that's close to you that's having a hard time, it makes it hit so much more close to home. and i want to help them, which is the source of the motivation. so not so sick after all.
i'm probably going to find a simple job around town. something that fits me. i kinda need money. wait, no, i do "need" money. i need to pay people back. work ahead for colleges (which i got somewhere around...18 letters in two days! - insane!). i want to be able to do special things for those around me that deserve it. but yeah, any ideas of where i can work? give me them please. currently, i'm thinking...my dad's friend works in his own wine store every saturday, and i know it's illegal for me to sell wine. but maybe if i cleaned up the place and worked on stuff around i could have a job!...or possibly, make my own 'company' with someone else in the same boat, and we can clean houses (because i do that at home already) and do maintenance work...or maybe just find a nice book store around. mhmm, i just want to find a nice place that doesn't require heavy hours. maybe a few each day of the weekend, and i can get expected weekly income for the amount of hours in work.
i hate work, but so be it.
:D summer is going to be amazing.
keep it real my homies. love you all. send me some feedback for when i come back on friday.
-Ian
current hero
life is continuing it wonderful path down the road. sure i didn't end up getting my hair cut today, because shauni woosed out. she promised to do it on the 4 day weekend coming up; that's like a week wait almost. sweet. i'll put pictures up when it happens :D, or you can just check my myspace/facebook.
grades are heading a little downwards. and i know that's due to my excessive procrastination in both studying and homework. hence the reason for my first obligation.
today was really fun. got to hang with my G. party it up with some homie. got really pissed when my dad called and freaked on me, but it fixed itself out. feeling pretty confident overall for this 4 day school week ahead of us. things are just going really well. i couldn't be happier.
the bumps in the road with my family will flatten, as long as i continue to think ahead and beat them to anything they can ever get mad at me for.
it's getting warmer, i have my window open right now and it's lovely. the snow is perfect for throwing at things which i love. good stress reliever and its just like a ifinite supply of baseballs. yum.
things with my G are going well. really well. for the first time ever relationship-wise i feel honesty, trust, care, fun, anything you can possibly think of. it's like, somehow, the gears fell into place and gave me a chance with the prettiest girl i've ever laid eyes on. whatever happened, i'm overjoyed it did.
things with friends are going well. i know there are some homies i haven't chilled with in a while, but i'm working on it. i've seen a few over the past few days, good chill outs. time constraints have come up, which is understandable right? i mean, bros before hoes, i know i know. i'm a big advocate of that. i need to work my times out better, homework especially. with my G and homework, that's what my life has been pretty centered around as of the past month and a half..almost 2 months. so i promise to work on that. whether or not those guys read it, it's been said. and in the process of being done.
homework has been taking a dive. granted, my grades are already better than last semester, except for one, which is completely my fault and i'm getting on top of now.
concentration is higher. period. friends and relationship stuff usually stresses me out, and detracts from that. but really, that's all rolling to be pretty steady. i plan on keeping it that way. any drama that comes up. boom. push it to the side. no point in letting that get in my way.
future attractions are proving to be motivators: 300 is coming out (it's gonna be a sweet movie), ben folds in april (to be planned soon), things around the house that need fixing, (with my homework getting done earlier) books that i've been wanting to read for months - some years (sad i know).
plus, i know some of my buds out there are having a harder time than i am. that may seem kinda sick? but yeah, knowing someone out there that's close to you that's having a hard time, it makes it hit so much more close to home. and i want to help them, which is the source of the motivation. so not so sick after all.
i'm probably going to find a simple job around town. something that fits me. i kinda need money. wait, no, i do "need" money. i need to pay people back. work ahead for colleges (which i got somewhere around...18 letters in two days! - insane!). i want to be able to do special things for those around me that deserve it. but yeah, any ideas of where i can work? give me them please. currently, i'm thinking...my dad's friend works in his own wine store every saturday, and i know it's illegal for me to sell wine. but maybe if i cleaned up the place and worked on stuff around i could have a job!...or possibly, make my own 'company' with someone else in the same boat, and we can clean houses (because i do that at home already) and do maintenance work...or maybe just find a nice book store around. mhmm, i just want to find a nice place that doesn't require heavy hours. maybe a few each day of the weekend, and i can get expected weekly income for the amount of hours in work.
i hate work, but so be it.
:D summer is going to be amazing.
keep it real my homies. love you all. send me some feedback for when i come back on friday.
-Ian
current hero