A lie
How do you tell someone:
"I'm sorry, but I've never loved you. I only thought I did. I was actually just in love with the idea of you."
In our times of loneliness, we tend to move towards whatever direction makes us feel most important. It was for the longest time that I felt I needed you, but I was wrong. I needed companionship; I needed to feel worth something. As you've complied all this time, I thank you. You've done your best to keep me up, although you haven't been here. I know I'm nothing real to you either by the way you talk of me, of yourself, of us.
It was the last time you dropped by, that I realized, "Why?" Then you left, and I went to go meet up with someone else.
Sheena isn't a manipulator. She said it as it was. She was right. You and I never had anything really in common, except that we hated being lonely. Some things never change. I still want to be friends though. Friend's don't need anything in common. Friends just need to comply, you've been good at that. So have I.
Within as short as a month, everything's changed. I've changed. Grades. Friends. Feelings. Attitude. Thoughts. Smile.
I like where I am.
I like who I am.
It's that simple.
No, you can't convince me this time.
A month ago, I finally let go.
It's the best decision I've made in years.
"I'm sorry, but I've never loved you. I only thought I did. I was actually just in love with the idea of you."
In our times of loneliness, we tend to move towards whatever direction makes us feel most important. It was for the longest time that I felt I needed you, but I was wrong. I needed companionship; I needed to feel worth something. As you've complied all this time, I thank you. You've done your best to keep me up, although you haven't been here. I know I'm nothing real to you either by the way you talk of me, of yourself, of us.
It was the last time you dropped by, that I realized, "Why?" Then you left, and I went to go meet up with someone else.
Sheena isn't a manipulator. She said it as it was. She was right. You and I never had anything really in common, except that we hated being lonely. Some things never change. I still want to be friends though. Friend's don't need anything in common. Friends just need to comply, you've been good at that. So have I.
Within as short as a month, everything's changed. I've changed. Grades. Friends. Feelings. Attitude. Thoughts. Smile.
I like where I am.
I like who I am.
It's that simple.
No, you can't convince me this time.
A month ago, I finally let go.
It's the best decision I've made in years.