( well i guess that it's typical )

"No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didnt experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some

please dont leave comments on my livejournal unless you have something nice to say. i didnt make this livejournal so that people could use it to trash talk each other. that also includes you tim or any of my other friends as well. thanks.

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i COMPLETELY thought today was friday...all frikin day. it just hit me right now that its really thursday. how sad ( Read more... )

did nothing today besides go to summer skool.
i worked on our my space all day..cuz i have nothing better to do.
i think tonite im gonna go running w/ milena..just cuzzz i feel lazy anddd running helps to clear your mind.

staring prblem: this guy called me fat..
staring prblem: i had a rough dayyyyy
lacedxinxcyanide: hahahhaahhaahhaah
lacedxinxcyanide: I TOLD YOU YOU WERE FAT.
lacedxinxcyanide: fatty fat fat
lacedxinxcyanide: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
staring prblem: Im choosing to ignore those comments now.
lacedxinxcyanide: hahahha

i fucking <3 my cousin ( Read more... )

so today i went to summer skool and my uncle sorta forgot to pick me up but he eventually came around 10:45. thankfully i had amanda to keep me company<3 after summer skool, amanda came over and then we decided to go to her house and hang out..so we went over there for a little and then bought slurpies on the way back to my house..but then she had ( Read more... )

ill make my own world somehow
where i control who stays
you wont leave beacause you wont know how to run away.

the weekend is over and now its back to summer skool and attempting to do my AP history homework but procrastinating instead.

i'll keep your hair with me, wrapped around my bloody knuckles as a soft, silken reminder of the day you discovered that even the softest words can't heal the deepest wounds. i pray that they find you and use the softest words to hide the hardest truth. i'm covered in your blood...now it's over. we're better. one day we'll forget you were so right ( Read more... )