Take One
I finished a lab BEFORE my friend Jason did. Which is pretty fucking amazing since he always seems to finish 30 mins before everyone else does; even though i was finished only 5 mins before him, I did it nonetheless :D. We went to SUB (Student Union Building) and had some dinner, talked about the usually crap my friends and I talk about. Zach's birthday is during the Easter break weekend...and J gets his house all to himself because his parents are going to be in Mexico for that weekend. Can anyone say "party"? I'm really pumped for this, it's be so long since everyone has partied together in one big group. Be able to see some other friends I haven't seen since end of high school would be fucking awesome. Looking foward to poking fun at Perlin again >:D, and I haven't talked to Nick, Bannon or Zach for such a long time. Really looking forward to going home...how come Easter break is so far away :(.
I hope plans for this weekend don't fall through. Connor told me to go hang out with him and his buddies. I haven't hung out with him since Jr. high...holy shit that seems so long ago; but Emily said something about going to a club for her belated bday thing. So I dunno...at least I got some plans for next week. Going to a concert with Anra, looking forward to that.
Anyways enough with the superficial stuff. I find it really ironic that I yearn for quiet and solitude these days. Living with ~42 other people is really getting on my nerves. There isn't a single moment when this floor is quiet; I can't sleep, I can't study, I can't do shit all. The only way to distract myself from thie childish things that go on here, is either the TV or the computer - which isn't good either since I get no work done that way. I've been trying to study at SUB or something like that, but it just doesn't work very well for me =\. The irony is that in high school I would have done anything to be in a setting like this. The people, the social atmosphere, the acceptance, the chemistry between everyone. I thought I'd be able to change, my tolerance for the social aspects of youth culture would grow. However, it seems that it hasn't changed all that much. Don't get me wrong, I know I have changed and my tolerance for people has increased. Sarah noticed this too: she thinks it doesn't suit the "Eric" she knew in high school. I used to believe that silence was the worst sound in the world. When no voices talk, noone reaches out to you...you are left alone, and it seems everything moves and progresses except for yourself. Now, I want to feel that again...although not for a prolonged period of time, but I want to feel as if everything around me was trapped in that split second of time. That split second where everyone in their chaotic lives just passed you by, while you sat, watched and smiled.
I hope plans for this weekend don't fall through. Connor told me to go hang out with him and his buddies. I haven't hung out with him since Jr. high...holy shit that seems so long ago; but Emily said something about going to a club for her belated bday thing. So I dunno...at least I got some plans for next week. Going to a concert with Anra, looking forward to that.
Anyways enough with the superficial stuff. I find it really ironic that I yearn for quiet and solitude these days. Living with ~42 other people is really getting on my nerves. There isn't a single moment when this floor is quiet; I can't sleep, I can't study, I can't do shit all. The only way to distract myself from thie childish things that go on here, is either the TV or the computer - which isn't good either since I get no work done that way. I've been trying to study at SUB or something like that, but it just doesn't work very well for me =\. The irony is that in high school I would have done anything to be in a setting like this. The people, the social atmosphere, the acceptance, the chemistry between everyone. I thought I'd be able to change, my tolerance for the social aspects of youth culture would grow. However, it seems that it hasn't changed all that much. Don't get me wrong, I know I have changed and my tolerance for people has increased. Sarah noticed this too: she thinks it doesn't suit the "Eric" she knew in high school. I used to believe that silence was the worst sound in the world. When no voices talk, noone reaches out to you...you are left alone, and it seems everything moves and progresses except for yourself. Now, I want to feel that again...although not for a prolonged period of time, but I want to feel as if everything around me was trapped in that split second of time. That split second where everyone in their chaotic lives just passed you by, while you sat, watched and smiled.