"Your lips go dry, but they’re sweet inside"
I'm happy at the moment. I'm not going to say it's not going to last because i'm being optimistic this morning. I've been getting stuck in alot of bad situations lately. I didn't do anything in those situations though. I'm just done with going to places where people are doing drugs. It's extremely predictable. they are extrememly predictable. I'm not being a hypocrite because of the fact I used to be all about drugs... it's just that i've grown out of it. And looking back I feel pretty shitty. I'm just looking at it as a phase now. I was scared that I was never going to stop doing drugs and never stop needing them, but now that i'm not a druggie I couldn't imagine my life doing drugs again. It's pathetic and anyone that does drugs.. is pathetic. I hope they realize how stupid and foolish they are being one day. Grr yesterday at work our district manager came in. she kept magically appearing. I was in front room so I was being overworked like crazy. It sucked! I wasn't even suppose to be in front room. Somebody was already in front room. I had to trade places with her because Jon said I was more 'chipper' etc. I made a deal with him that if I was in front room he would eventually take me out. Well, there wasn't enough people that came in during my shift. So I was stuck in there all day!! I'm so happy that I have dan in my life. Cuddling and watching movies is my kinda thing. yea it's sweet.