i need to go to bed
i have a test tomorrow, i had a test today, i have another test next week...i hate taking all these core classes but at least the end is very fucking nigh...and i don't mean the economical collapse...i'm excited about finishing del mar and starting at a&m...i swear i won't stick around the university for ten years.
i'm about to start on a few new short stories...these are going to be a little more fun but probably just as depressing as everything i write...the curse of the cathartic writer.
i took a darvocet (on top of a few beers and a little whiskey) to sleep but i wound up looking at old pictures...maybe not the best idea...its more than just bob and marcus...i know in my head that all the fun and joy in our lives didn't actually die with them...it just feels like that right now...it won't last forever but it will take time and i have a bad habit of saying i'll be fine when i know i won't...sometimes it's like we don't know anyone any more...
anyway
goodnight.
i'm about to start on a few new short stories...these are going to be a little more fun but probably just as depressing as everything i write...the curse of the cathartic writer.
i took a darvocet (on top of a few beers and a little whiskey) to sleep but i wound up looking at old pictures...maybe not the best idea...its more than just bob and marcus...i know in my head that all the fun and joy in our lives didn't actually die with them...it just feels like that right now...it won't last forever but it will take time and i have a bad habit of saying i'll be fine when i know i won't...sometimes it's like we don't know anyone any more...
anyway
goodnight.