are you afraid of the dark?
oh my goodness. you would think after 18 years of life, i would out grow my fear for the dark...umm nope. and it doesn't help that josh left today again and i won't see him until friday because he's chaperoning the chicago trip for his brother's class. so i'm laying in bed at 11:40 when i finally mellow out enough to at least attempt to sleep when i realize that i didn't turn the fan on (we sleep with a fan on high every night for the noise and to block out other noises so i don't freak myself out), and i had turned off all of the lights and my phone just died to the point where it won't even turn on and i think to myself that i am going to hear every little noise just because i realize that the fan isn't on. well all of a sudden our tall touch lamp turns onto dim...it used to do this in the old apartment when another appliance would turn off or on really fast (bob). so i freak out and seriously get stiff with fright and so now i'm up and i imagine i'll be like this for a bit. and we lost one of our wall phone chargers and i told josh to take the other one so i just have the car charger and i don't think i'm gonna be in my car anytime soon but i'm scared and i have no one to talk to and i hate it. i hate the dark and i hate the thought of ghosts. ok, now i'm even more scared. buh-bye.