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is it bad that i hate being at my own apartment? and that i balled when josh left for michigan? yup i'm thinking so. is it sad that i don't want to even leave my room for fear that monaca or fucker will stop me and ask them to take them somewhere? the answer to all of these is YES!
so let's start this off with my lil joshy. i cried because mostly i'm going to miss him but the fact that i will spend the next 48 hours (except when i have to work tomorrow from 4-9:30) in my bedroom alone wishing he was next to me to snuggle. but the other side to the story is that monaca's car broke down and her dead beat boyfriend has to supposedly work tomorrow so they will just consider me as their chauffer. umm sorry but nope, i'm out of commission. i don't do favors for losers who look at animation porn and get off on MY COMPUTER! oh and did i mention the fact that this loser came home from work today at mcdonald's because he chipped a tooth? and did i also mention he has no insurance so there is nothing able to be fixed about this tooth and what is he gonna do tomorrow when it still isn't fixed and he has to work? his ass better go tomorrow because i can't handle him here all day. grr...does anyone sense the hostility? you should. but the moral of the story i guess is that i'm going to miss my love and i wish he was home already. he wasn't gonna go but i told him to because i wanted him to be happy and he misses his mommy. so yeah and i get to see him everyday so i wanted him to go see her and his grandma. i guess the upside to this whole situation is that maybe i might clean our bathroom and bedroom to stop my boredom. monique i will update our journal later tonight since i'm sure i'll be bored. well i'm off to go switch my laundry around and take up space. buh-bye
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ash
so let's start this off with my lil joshy. i cried because mostly i'm going to miss him but the fact that i will spend the next 48 hours (except when i have to work tomorrow from 4-9:30) in my bedroom alone wishing he was next to me to snuggle. but the other side to the story is that monaca's car broke down and her dead beat boyfriend has to supposedly work tomorrow so they will just consider me as their chauffer. umm sorry but nope, i'm out of commission. i don't do favors for losers who look at animation porn and get off on MY COMPUTER! oh and did i mention the fact that this loser came home from work today at mcdonald's because he chipped a tooth? and did i also mention he has no insurance so there is nothing able to be fixed about this tooth and what is he gonna do tomorrow when it still isn't fixed and he has to work? his ass better go tomorrow because i can't handle him here all day. grr...does anyone sense the hostility? you should. but the moral of the story i guess is that i'm going to miss my love and i wish he was home already. he wasn't gonna go but i told him to because i wanted him to be happy and he misses his mommy. so yeah and i get to see him everyday so i wanted him to go see her and his grandma. i guess the upside to this whole situation is that maybe i might clean our bathroom and bedroom to stop my boredom. monique i will update our journal later tonight since i'm sure i'll be bored. well i'm off to go switch my laundry around and take up space. buh-bye
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ash