May 03, 2002 17:44
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GOD DAMNIT GOD DAMNIT GOD DAMNIT. FUCKING LEILA..........
YEAH, IM NOW POSITIVE THAT WE WILL NOT GET THE NORMAL HEIGHT APPARTMENT. i am so fucking angry right now. like its rediculous. i am angrier right now than i have ever been when i am skateboarding. and that is pretty fucking angry. i dont have a head ache, but my head is pounding with rage. not so much because we are not getting the apartment, but more the fact that it is going to take me 2 hours to get out to selina when i could have already been there. we will probably miss the art show. i hate myself when i let her down. even when i dont call her when i have said that i am going to. i am such a shit.
i cannot decide whether i should wait and see if leila can get me a ride to selinas like she said she would, or if i should just leave and get on the bus.
kill me......