Sep 12, 2005 19:32
as usual life is trying me. our bills are astronomical and weighing on my mind greatly. i wish i could just not worry like jesus commands us to do, but i'm having so much trouble. i hope for relief soon.
my cousin amy is going to have both of her breasts removed tommorow, she has the rapidly growing type of cancer. it really blows because she's only 29 years old. also, my sister-in-law crystal just had to be hooked up to kidney dialysis and is in need of a donor. she was born with only one kidney.
i suppose i shouldn't be complaining about financial troubles when clearly amy and crystal have it much worse than i could imagine.
oh yeah, dr. hyskell is moving to jacksonville florida in 3 weeks and that really sucks my butt, because i wanted so much to be his pupil. now bruce might be taking over the church and my aunt brenda has asked me to help in everyway that i can to keep it going too. it's such a crappy situation and i don't even want to go into that right now. maybe later.
on the lighter side of things kelly took me camping saturday night and it ruled:) he's so sweet and a wonderful blessing to me. he and i finally located the constellation libra. unfortunately we didn't get to see destiny this weekend, however, we did need the break.
despite my troubles i'm still joyful in my Lords. they show me their love and mercy everyday, even though i'm an unworthy piece of crap. Jesus Christ is the one thing that i can boast of, He kicks the most ass ever!!! lol. wow, i feel better already.
i hope you're all doing well. i miss you, well sometimes..lol. i love you.
God bless you and Christ be with you
Michelle