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today was pretty kewl. i slept most of the day and then kelly came home and took us to aunt brenda's to swim. it was kick ass because the water was so warm:) i hung out with my sister amber and my mom a little bit. i talked my mom into cooking me some fried squash, a southern delicacy (it was sooo good). destiny ended up spending the night over there so i have to go back over there in the morning. kelly and i came home and played zelda. it's so fun to turn it down and play music. i listened to the fragile, live zwan, system of a down, some rare pumpkins, and the cure. awwww. for the most part today was extremely relaxing.
i've kinda been in mega-bitch mode all day long. i'm starting to feel a little better though. i'm not sure why i'm still so evil. how can one be so evil and still want to be Christ's follower? "what harmony can there be between the devil and Christ?" i just don't understand myself, sometimes i do so well only to fall even further than i had before. i don't want to give up, however it has crossed my mind. please pray that i'll have strength to resist temptation.
your local unworthy one,
Michelle
i've kinda been in mega-bitch mode all day long. i'm starting to feel a little better though. i'm not sure why i'm still so evil. how can one be so evil and still want to be Christ's follower? "what harmony can there be between the devil and Christ?" i just don't understand myself, sometimes i do so well only to fall even further than i had before. i don't want to give up, however it has crossed my mind. please pray that i'll have strength to resist temptation.
your local unworthy one,
Michelle